if I were to tell the world to imagine everyone being loved "too much"...I'd get 3 diffferent responses...
"That would give the world peace"...
"That will never happen...feeling to much just leads to pain"
...and the traditional
"Shut the hell up you fucking dreamer"....
I suppose the reason the world doesn't love too much is for those 2 responses eluding to doubts the world refuses to transform into hope. But honestly think about it...not doubts...no pessimism...forget the clock to your left that bothers you when you are enjoying your moment, fuck that building youre held captive in for 8 hours a day, and imagine....
If everyone loved one another "too much" it wouldn't be "too much"
it was be "just enough"...ideal....peace
it would be peace...
imagine hugging the person who stole your ipod or some material you're addicted to...do you think theyd feel the green guilt? ... someone stole my dell dj and a few dollars out of my purse...if I knew the person I'd give them a hug...and why? I don't know...i suppose I love and trust too much...Someone said "Kaylyn..not putting a lock on your locker?!...you trust the world too much"....
"The only mistake you made was Trusting too much"
mistake?
I beg to differ...I believe thats one of the only right things I've done...trust, shows I believe in this soil we step on... I have hope... I love...too much?
what I'm saying is...enemies, there's no use...if pain caused by one person..love them. and that pain will become strength... think about the real world...us kids forget that a lot.... there's people afraid to walk out of their home, breathe the air,...even wake up from sleeping...think about those photos you see on the TV next time you complain about being alone on a friday night...not having your make-up look right...or not getting that shirt or CD you wanted so badly...
We're use to that...ironicly we understand so little as we're given so much...Empathy...that's all Cobain wanted the world to have..understanding of everything...and looking at the beauty in the most chaotic scene you'll witness...He felt "too much".according to our corrupt society...you know...it's not bad
Nothing's bad as long as you continue to find the good...as hard as that is..as cliche as that sounds...it's always possible...the good is there
You know...
I dare you to go a day...without looking in the mirror...take off your mask...continue smiling...even when you fail a test...get a rumor spread about you...or spill something..trip u the stairs... ...i dare you to just forget it... forget it...and love...
please, love "too much".
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